I’ve lost my ways with words. Yet, yesterday all I could think about was… what’s a year when you love someone? (foolishly gazing at this prospect, perhaps.)
and now, the song (as they wonderfully put it:
I made a mistake in my life today
everything I love gets lost in drawers
I want to start over, I want to be winning
way out of sync from the beginning)
and, of course,
You know I dreamed about you
for twenty-nine years before I saw you
And I don’t know what this makes me, but it’s all too real. I’ve touched it and it burnt.
Filed under: random, she's rambling | Tags: other stuff, the national, ting tings, why oh why
the more I reject bands without a proper audition, the more they grow on me. Tonight, the Ting Tings and The National. Well, of course, there are more examples like these (Fleet Foxes, French Kicks, Ra Ra Riot etc etc). Last fm serves for smth. I’ve also been revealed with Pacha Massive
I still don’t listen to the stuff I receive, sent to certain somebodies. 2day, while driving home, I had some moments of.. lack of awareness of the outer. It’s was like I was in a sort of bubble. No stress caused by the weather, the traffic, the other road partners.. just me and my omnipresent thoughts. Dunno why I’m still tied to that idea of camaraderie. it was..doomed from the start. I don’t even want the presence, it’s just that I cannot believe that the 3rd party was such a canker! these things happen, I bet they’re more common that I imagine, yet, they shouldn’t, not when the 3rd party is pure pestilence.
Then again, this is plain, ol’, bitter me who won’t accept defeat. I lost! gotta drink more tea to let it sink in
