Filed under: ouch, she's rambling | Tags: aching like humans do, deceptacon, la multi ani!!!, le tigre
pain and me.. he do have a long history together, but our encounters usually happen when we’re by ourselves. we don’t really meet in public. or at least she cuts me some slack till i enter the private zone. but, no. yesterday she did her best to prove how incredibly weak i am.
she took me by surprise: small, sharp pangs in the stomach and legs. then, when i thought i could put her to sleep, she returned and covered me in an agonizing tremble. then my mouth was all dry, i was trying to breathe in some sort of rhythm that could calm the waves of ache but it was almost like the air had no adherence to my diaphragm. oh, and then of course, i began to toss from one side, to the other while thinking, and maybe even loudly crying “why me?”, “please, stop”, “god, let this be over”.it did stop, but only a lot later. guess i had to remember how she feels like. and she does make me f.e.e.l. beyond any notion of control.
but nevermind that!
a loud happy birthday to YOUU, dearest dudette!!! [sorry ab. last night.. :-s]
oh, and yeah, i finally danced for the 1st time (i.e. not alone) on thiiis amazing party song!
