amphi.bi.ology

I’ve lost my ways with words. Yet, yesterday all I could think about was… what’s a year when you love someone? (foolishly gazing at this prospect, perhaps.)

and now, the song (as they wonderfully put it:

I made a mistake in my life today
everything I love gets lost in drawers
I want to start over, I want to be winning
way out of sync from the beginning)

and, of course,

You know I dreamed about you
for twenty-nine years before I saw you

And I don’t know what this makes me, but it’s all too real. I’ve touched it and it burnt.