i feel like i should be writing smth here, “to remember”, so to speak. but I don’t know what to say. evthing seems somehow fake. I’d rather get soaked in this.. surprise internally.. it’s surprising and though I feel overwhelmed, I fear that … internally, right? so be it.
Filed under: random
This should be no surprise and I should get (maybe understand) the cause of this drifting apart from particular people. yet, I don’t. i’m just not designed like this. nor can i adapt to it. i mean, i guess i’m doing it after all. one can’t manage these things on his own.
“friendship”, such a tricky concept. i was never good at seeing above my own definition of it. not that it’s clear cut anyways.
yeah, that was episode n+1 of bitching around.
why bother? (might be indeed the Z time i’ve said this)
* u know what? i finally got my National items 
!which i forgot@work. not too nifty of me
Filed under: she's rambling | Tags: 2009, bestfest, franz ferdinand, so that i won't forget, sooper
So… I really didn’t expect actually attending Bestfest’s day 2, but I DIIIIID! I missed the songs I like most from Alternosfera, but it didn’t matter, they kicked ass. Then I had a share of Gabriella Cilmi (good voice, damn young!), no share of Klaxons, technical problems with their trucks and then… the big, delicious slice of Franz Ferdinand.
I couldn’t belive my eyes..they were so close, I managed to get there.. the perfect combo. Too bad it wasn’t completely dark outside, they had some artwork in the background… but it really didn’t matter. Also glad I didn’t bring my camera (since I didn’t know I was going anyways); I got to really feel the music, dance, clap (I’ve got 3 swollen fingers and they huuurt, but what a delightful pleasure it is!), sing along. I’d call that euphoria… yup! And they had solos and the moment they all used the drums and Walk Away sang with the audience… perfection! still, they really need a concert of they own, only longer.
as I was going home, to complete an already awesome night, a plane landed very close above me
