Filed under: sensory pleasures
2 vibes that have pretty much haunted my last 2 weeks. not that i could identify similarities or anything, but I’m having goosebumps whenever I listen… and think… and (nevamind).
i don’ t feel like writing. nothing to say. done with complaining for now. (“u sure?”, “yeah! don’t tempt me!”)
Flunk cover of New Order’s Blue Monday
Beirut “not marching” on Nantes
courtesy of Ruxi
Zach Condon is too cute for words
counting two times the number of my name, subtract the vowels, underline the diphthong and then summarise the results in xcel. or not.
i wanna write the story of the leaps. take the photos of the missed trials; return to the scrip and create the patchwork in which evthing would end up reshaped in triumph.
sinful vindication..if only.
regrets are to be xpected. sleepwalking and walkingout.
Filed under: comes as it goes
dEUS at Stufstock. yet another harmonised summer 
If you don’t get what you want
little arithmetics
nothing really ends
Filed under: ouch
i just had to be stupid once more. lack of interests really gets the awful in me. i should probably be lobotomized.
still, things are worse than that. I got see yet another hospital, like I hadn’t entered in plenty till now. nice people, but the place is just horrid. brand new yellow paint on the outside, oh, and not to mention new doors and windows, but the inner is truly gruesome: stench, dirty-beige walls, cracks and rust, small stairs, antiquated beds, bleached sheets and beddings and a despairing air in the rooms. they run tests, then they tell you they’re not reliable and that u (as a patient, or your family) have to go with the samples at another hospital, which apparently processes them “better” (who the hell can guarantee that?!?and what kind of fucked up system is this?!). another mess, a different fuss, more tears and the uncontrollable feeling of uselessness when you see that all that’s left, after all the tribulations-inducing life , is a return to the “child-like” state. the only question that might mean smth is “so, who’s next?”
plus, after 3 days and 8 articles my hotnews days are over. I’ll cheer to that.
Filed under: comes as it goes
this really means taking the game way too serious.. and FAR!
and I liked the guy..
